And, for what it is worth, my experience has been (and continues to help me understand and not feel defeated) that if things aren't going smoothly, and there is difficulty in what I am doing, that it is not the path I am meant to take.
When we are on the right path.....things automatically open up for us.
Trouble just means we are not going in the direction that our higher self wishes us to be on. Look for what you are drawn to, what gives you joy, your emotions will tell you you are on the right path.
Maybe art is where you need to put your emphasis Rhonda.
We appreciate all you have done Rhonda .... and now it is up to us to follow through, and for you to move on to what brings you joy.
with love and light.......